I thought that living in Paris would encourage me to dress better. The constant staring (yes, people are constantly staring at you here, it’s still VERY unnerving.), the super-chic people, the sheer beauty of the city itself, I figured this would be a time to really step up my sartorial game. But it’s weirdly turning out to be the opposite, for several reasons.

1) I walk a lot. And I mean a LOT. I think, for people with jobs or just a couple errands to run, it’d be possible to wear heels on a regular basis, but for me, I just don’t think it would be a good idea. So far, most afternoons after I get out of class, I spend at least an hour or two just wandering around, sometimes lugging my giant camera, looking for stores, street art, cool buildings, and generally just pounding the Parisian pavement. This much walking means flats, flats, flats, and my brother forgot my Givenchy sandals at home, so for the moment, I’m limited in my flat shoe choice. I’m also afraid, because the streets here DESTROY shoes, and I am not about to destroy any of my beloved heels.
2) The weather is just so odd. It’ll be rainy in the morning, warm and sunny at midday, windy in the afternoon, and pleasant at night. I hardly know how to dress here, plus the metro is always pretty warm and muggy.
3) I realized that I BROUGHT NO CLOTHES TO WEAR. You know how sometimes you just hate all your clothes? Well I didn’t bring all that much clothing, and on top of that, I’m having one of the worst cases of closet ennui I’ve ever had. I HAVE NOTHING TO WEAR. EVERYTHING IS UGLY.
4) I’m honestly pretty unconcerned with my clothes here. There are so many other things to pay attention to, whether it’s my horrendous French pronunciation, which metro stop I’m getting off at, what street I’m on, or which pastry I’m going to try next, that I just don’t really care.
The other night, I actually went OUT, as in, to a club, wearing my DUNKS. Now, don’t get me wrong, Nike Hi-Dunks might be my Favorite Shoe of All Time (yes, that’s right, I said it), but there was no way I was about to wear them to a club. A French club. Filled with French people. Wearing French clothes. But, in the middle of a nice Saturday afternoon spent practicing my DJ-ing (really, who needs clothes when you can spin awesome tracks? It’s my new obsession), my friend suddenly said, “We’re leaving in 20 minutes, OK?” 20 minutes? I had to go out wearing cutoff jean shorts and DUNKS?? I WHAT?? But I did it. And it allowed me to dance my butt off all night, impress my French friends with my Energizer-bunny stamina, to not really care when the club became so sweaty we all left looking like we took showers, and to wake up the next day with no foot pain. Turns out I don’t really care how many disdainful looks I got from perfect chic (read: borinnggg) French girls, I danced like crazy all night. Now, I admit, I’ve worn my sneakers out at Stanford, but, pfff, it’s Stanford. Wearing Dunks practically is dressing up. People wear sweats to class. Now THAT I will never do.
Bisous,
Lauren